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A Poem about Guilt



The cat remains on the balcony.


He has learned

the exact length of shade

cast by the railing at noon,

the tremor of the neighbour’s footsteps,

the slow arithmetic of hunger.

His body fits the night

the way a sentence fits its margin.


I have kept the door closed

for reasons that arrange themselves

neatly when spoken aloud.

Inside, the floor stays unscarred.

The furniture forgets.

Order persists.


Sometimes,

when the city thins into sirens and sleep,

I imagine a sound

interrupting the dark—

wood meeting bone,

a cry rising

with the accuracy of memory.


His eyes, I imagine, stay open.

Not wide.

Only fixed,

holding the light from the window

the way a basin holds water

it cannot lift.


The cry comes late.

Thin.

Accurate.


In that instant,

he would know the geometry of the house,

the warmth pooled behind the glass,

the shape of my name

as something once useful.

The balcony holds its breath.

The night resumes its commerce.


No door opens.


By morning,

there is only fur

brushed against metal,

and the quiet skill

with which I step around it.


28 January, 2026


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